Overthinking
I stood up from my desk a little while ago to get more coffee. On my walk to the kitchen...I definetly saw flashes in my right eye. It scared the SHIT out of me. I really really don't want to have the same thing happen to the right eye as it did to the left eye over a year ago. #1. I can't afford it #2 I don't want surgery again, #3 the thought of going blind again scares the SHIT out of me. I know I am probaly over reacting right now, I tend to do that. Just sit and think of all the possible awful outcomes. Stress myself out. I will on Monday make the call to the retnial specialist my eye doctor gave me on my last appt. Just to make sure its still okay.
Gonna focus on some fun stuff coming up. Bonerama shows tonight and Sunday night that I am selling merch at. Friends visiting in about a month, my 30th birthday bash (wait is turning 30 a positive thing??), my best friend's wedding in Sept. So that will get me back to Montana for the first time in a long. New roomies moving in.
I stood up from my desk a little while ago to get more coffee. On my walk to the kitchen...I definetly saw flashes in my right eye. It scared the SHIT out of me. I really really don't want to have the same thing happen to the right eye as it did to the left eye over a year ago. #1. I can't afford it #2 I don't want surgery again, #3 the thought of going blind again scares the SHIT out of me. I know I am probaly over reacting right now, I tend to do that. Just sit and think of all the possible awful outcomes. Stress myself out. I will on Monday make the call to the retnial specialist my eye doctor gave me on my last appt. Just to make sure its still okay.
Gonna focus on some fun stuff coming up. Bonerama shows tonight and Sunday night that I am selling merch at. Friends visiting in about a month, my 30th birthday bash (wait is turning 30 a positive thing??), my best friend's wedding in Sept. So that will get me back to Montana for the first time in a long. New roomies moving in.
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