Sad

We are almost a month away from my 30th bday. I have been looking forward to this weekend/party/birthday for awhile now. Lots of people said they were coming. I shouldn't be suprised now that the numbers are dwindling. There are a few people FOR sure going to be in town. Of course Lisa and fam. Terri. Annette is coming down from Baton Rouge, as are Hank and Gayle. Adam and Carrie are gonna try to come back. And I am STILL very excited about that. Kristy may/or may not be here. We never know with her. ;) But there were some very special people. My two best friends, that I wanted to be here. Now as weird as it may sound, but they have never met each other. Vanessa is my best friend from high school. No I take that back. Jr. High. She did tell me a few months ago that she didn't think she was going to be able to afford making it down. I was really hoping that she may be able to swing it, but since I haven't heard from her in awhile, and we are close to the weekend, it doesn't look like that is gonna happen. Michelle and I met when I went back to Missoula for college. I just heard from her, and she has had some things come up, and she doesn't think she is gonna make it. Oh and my parents informed me this weekend that they more than likely WON'T be making it. So that means I have to wait for the car for a bit longer. They are thisclose to selling their house, and need to go to AZ to look for a new one and for jobs. I know I will still have fun, and I am very excited about the people that will be here. I was also just really hoping for these very special people to be part of what I consider a big birthday for me. Oh well. I will focus on the postive. The people that WILL be there. The music (no not Bonerama unless someone knows something I don't) The food. The good times.